within a week he said........
Journal Entry: Sat Nov 24, 2007, 12:41 AM
It happens so fast. All of this LOVE crap. It sinks in till every part of you wants to obtain it. I never wanted it because the boy i chose years ago would look at me with eyes of lust and not love. This "look"
but within a week i knew this boy who was determined to not date and if he was it was to be with another girl. I couldn't have any of this so i told him.I told him i liked him from the beggining and that i would not stop persuing him ever.
he likes me too.
so what is it we have now? girl who hates the thought of any boy using her for lust and a boy who gave up on love... who would think it would end up in this crazy romeo and juliet cycle where one would always long for the other and vise vesa?
to be honest my life was pretty crappy. No boy had really asked me out since i had started high school. My best friend moved schools. My parents are getting a divorce. my friend from a past life dies of cancer. I have to get a job that requires me about 5 or 6 hours of sleep. I have to change schools because of money and family issues....
lets just say i wanted out of high school and into the world where i can live with a thousand pets in a nice apartment next to an art museum.
AND THEN HE CAME IN.
all i can say is that all that other shit doesn't matter anymore. FUCK MY DAD! fuck family. fuck money! fuck my job! i have you!!
FUCK THE WORLD! I WANT TO DANCE FOREVER!!!
i want to dance in YOUR eyes!
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